The world as we have created it is a process of our thinking. It cannot be changed without changing our thinking.

-Albert Einstein-

Smoothie Glass

Song: Say Something

I left your smoothie glass in the sink.

I can’t wash it.

I left your pillow on the bed.

I can’t wash the cover.

I left the Christmas lights up.

It was the last home improvement you made (which I know you hated).

I live in a cloud of advice. To move on, to grieve, to let it go.

But God you’re Spence. My sweetie. My best friend.

You’ve sat with me through all the hard nights. You were my strength when I was weak.

The night is long. The night is dark. You are 800 miles away.

I know you’re traversing the darkness now. I know you feel broken.

Wherever you are, whatever time it is, there is light here.

I am sorry that I’ve hurt you. I’m sorry I can’t sit in the other room from you.

But I’m not far away. I’m only 800 miles.

I’ll see you on the other side okay sweetie?

10:59 PM

Rain